so confused..

hey hey.
ytd's interview was ok.
they asked abt uncontrolled whaleing.
can u believe it?
i think im nt gonna be chosen cuz only 2 will be chosen out of 7.
and also, im having second thoughts abt going to poly..
HAIZZ..
the main reason y i wanted to go for tt course is cuz i wanna be a vet.
and in order to be a vet, i nidda study in an overseas U.
then i realised tt the cost of the course alone is like, 300 000++ not including food and transport.
OMG. how the hell am i going to get so much money??
even my parents dont have so much.
ok. so i have no choice but to go to s'pore's U.
i HAVE to enter a U no matter what.
i makes sense to go to a JC if i wanna enter U rite?
if i go poly, i have to be the top 5% of the entire cohort (which is like impossible).
but if i go JC, i have to pass the A levels which i think is damn tough.
n i also nid to pass my combined humanities (its very difficult to).
haizzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...
im so stressed and confused over this.
help.
GOD PLEASE SHOW ME THE RIGHT WAY. IM REALLY LOST.

ok. enough bout this crap.
im very very tired today.
almost fell asleep during Amath.
gonna go rest now. bye ppl.

u made me smile when im feeling so stressed and confused today(: