so im not in the best of moods now
so freakin depressed.
im sick and tired of everything.
trying to be better at piano
trying not to fail my tests
trying to get into a university
trying to get a good job
OK I'VE HAD ENUFF OF THIS. WHAT'S WITH ALL THE TRYING.
life is short, so y not enjoy it while it lasts?
like someone said: What’s the point in ever trying to be happy when the very pursuit of happiness is what makes you miserable
this is so true.
whats the point of trying to do this and that.
we're all gonna die anyway.
there is no point going through all these stress
when all it does is to make you miserable.
so what if im happy and stinkin rich when im old?
i would have gone through all that stress when i was younger.
not worth it.
i just dont get people sometimes.
if you've been reading my blog often,
u'll realise tt i get depressed really easily.
im beginning to wonder if im sick.
haiz.
just had an arguement with my dad.
like, whats his problem.
cant he leave me alone.
im stressed up enuff alr.
im also beginning to hate myself too.
its the hols and this is the best time to revise for the coming blocks.
esp since i failed the recent math test. AGAIN.
gosh. i hate myself.
i KNOW tt im supposed to study but
instead im watching charmed on youtube for hours and i dont get any work done.
i just cant help it.
screw it.
screw everything.
I've discovered tt there's no such thing as a fairytale, or the happily ever after.
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