ANGRRRRY.

Idiot sister totally ruined my mood today.

hope i'll wake up tmr and feel better.

today was already a sucky day.

she just made it worse.

1. The stupid SIC failed. The experiment didnt work out. All thanks to the grp that did the plants thing. We should have done the experiment ON OUR OWN using the pond water.

2. I failed my chinese. its the second sub tt i failed so far.

3. I lost my enzymes worksheet so i cant do the essay homework and i'll get a scolding tmr. Not looking forward to it.

4. I havent studied for tmr's so called 'test'.

5. i feel so fucked up. If i fail maths and bio also, i probably should go jump off the building or something.

I know, its stupid.

no one should end their lives. its not worth it.

but, that is exactly what im feeling now.

my life is not worth living anymore.

i screwed it up.

big time.

school is already so stressful.

i cant hold on much longer.

soon i'll let everything go and let myself fall.

Just fall.

forget about results.

dont give a damn about school work.

if i fail, then i fail.

i dont care.

i wont get into a U. i'll just drop out of school.

become a useless person

and probably suffer for the rest of my life.

i feel like crying and i probably will.

its not good bottling up all the feelings inside.

hmm.

gotta go. bye.